“I see him everywhere,” said Maura Lewinger of her late husband Joe, who died from Covid-19 two months ago.
“He’s everywhere. He’s in my children’s faces. He’s in every song that I hear. He’s in all my thoughts.”
Lewinger first joined CNN’s Erin Burnett for an emotional interview in early April, just days after Joe’s death. On Thursday, the pair reunited, and Lewinger talked of her coping.
“It’s hard to believe that it’s two months already. I explain how I get through the day by saying that I pretend. I pretend that this awful thing hasn’t happened to us and our family,” she detailed. “That’s the only way to get through the minutiae of the day.”
Joe Lewinger was 42 when he passed, and left behind his wife and three children. Maura revealed that the family speaks regularly about their loss and grief.
“We talk about him. Our family is based on communication. We just always talked about everything,” she said, telling Burnett that her three kids know that “listening to each other and supporting each other is the foundation of family and great relationships. So that continues.”
Shortly after his death, in a gut-wrenching conversation that touched many viewers, Lewinger described the final moments she spent with her husband, saying goodbye over FaceTime.
“I thanked him for being the most amazing husband, for making me feel cherished and loved every single day,” Lewinger told Burnett in April.
More than seven weeks since that interview, Lewinger said the outpouring from the community has been overwhelming.
“What is so striking is the messages from complete strangers. Whether they reached out on Facebook or through another friend or these connections and just getting their love and support to us has been amazing.”